Blues untuk korang..:P

6.30 pagi

Aku tersedar dari lena...pagi ini, hari hujan lagi...Aku usap-usap lemah mataku..Terasa perit rasanya membuka mata selepas lena yang panjang. “Alhamdulillah, masih ada lagi udara yang aku sedut pagi ini..”, rintihku sendirian...Aku bangun...Subuh...Kata orang subuh itu banyak keberkatannya. Terngiang-ngiang lagi suara arwah Tok Nah membisikkan lembut di telinga cucunya yang sorang ni suatu ketika dulu. “Bangun pagi...sembahyang subuh. Nanti rezeki tak lekat..”, Betullah tu. Kata orang tua jangan dibetah. Insyaallah..aku cuba. Kerana kadang kala aku juga alpa..maklumlah, aku bukan manusia maksum. Kadang kala aku juga hanyut dalam kenikmatan lena ni..Nikmat tuhan...hehehe..aku senyum sendiri...

Selepas selesai sembahyang subuh. Aku tak tahu nak buat apa. Nak sambung tidur, mata bagaikan memberontak. Benci untuk kembali lena. Hahaha...apa lah yang nak dibuat pagi-pagi macam ni..Di luar hujan masih turun...lebat..sangat lebat..kalau hari cerah boleh lah aku keluarkan peluh...berjogging..Pagi-pagi macam ni seronok! Kanak-kanak comel berlari. Kicau burung. Udara segar. Warga-warga emas jalan berpimpin tangan. Romantis. Manis. Mendamaikan. Tapi hari ini, hari hujan.

Aku bosan. Aku perhatikan akuarium kura-kura yang aku bela sejak 3 bulan yang lepas. Dua-dua tengah lena tidur. Kelakar! kedua-duanya tidur berdiri. Aku tertawa sendiri. Itulah, kadang-kadang bukan manusia sahaja yang boleh menjentik hati kita, haiwan pun boleh. Itulah makhluk ciptaan tuhan. Ada fungsinya. Aku kembali ke ruang tamu, hempaskan badan ke atas sofa biru. Buka TV. Aku tonton TV..dengan fikiran yang kosong.

Tiba-tiba, telefonku berbunyi. Mesej. Dari siapa?. “Hai..tengah buat apa?”, Hah! siapa ni? Siapa pulak mesej aku pagi-pagi buta ni. Siapa? kalau bosan pun buat apa la mesej aku pulak. Macam kurang penting. Hish! ni mesti ada orang nak main-mainkan aku ni. Aku balas. “Siapa ni? Sorry, tak kenal la nombor siapa”, Hurm, apa lah yang dia balas nanti. Telefonku berbunyi lagi. Amboi! cepatnya balas.

“Tak ingat ke? ni kawan lama la. Nidah..:)”, Nidah? Nidah mana? Aku tak ingat la. Siapa la pulak ni? Ish...susah betul la...

“Owh..Nidah! ape crite..lame x ctct..”, Hahaha..aku cuba buat-buat kenal. Tak lama selepas tu telefonku berbunyi lagi. Dia balas.......

~Bersambung...:P~

*Cerita ini adalah rekaan semata-mata. Tiada kaitan samada yang masih hidup ataupun yang telah meninggal dunia.

Kemanisan yang hilang

Kadang-kadang....
aku rasa aku berada di tempat yang salah,
suasana yang salah,
langkah yang salah,
detik yang salah...

Kadang-kadang....
aku letih dengan suasana,
letih dengan kerenah,
letih dengan kepura-puraan,
letih dengan konspirasi,
letih dengan dugaan...

Kadang-kadang...
aku letih dengan mawar berduri
letih dengan kecantikannya yang palsu,
letih dengan duri-durinya yang mencengkam jari,
letih dengan liuk lentuk kepalsuannya...

Aku ingin lari,
bebas dari segalanya,
aku letih...semakin hari semakin letih,
gerak nafas...denyut nadi,
seakan lemah,
mataku kosong...hilang sinarnya...

Aku ingin kegembiraan lalu,
aku ingin saat bunga mengembangkan kelopaknya,
aku ingin saat burung-burung berkicauan,
aku ingin saat madu belum menjadi racun,
aku ingin saat rakan-rakan mengotakan janjinya...

mungkin hari ini,
hari dia,
mungkin hari ini,
roda putaranku di bawah,

Namun, kita hanya manusia,
siapa manusia, yang dapat menelah hari esok?
siapa manusia, yang menentukan nasib sesiapa?

Kimi Wo Sagashiteta

Kitto kizukenakatta kimi ni hajimete deau sono toki made wa
Hitori de ikite yukeru to omotte aruitetan da

Jitto kakaekondeta donna mayoi mo donna kokoro nokori mo
Adokenai hohoemi ga zenbu fukitobashite kureta

* Zutto zutto kimi no soba de dare yori mo chikai kono basho de
Nani yori mo tsuyoi kimochi de boku wa kimi o mamoritsuzukeru

Yatto wakatta hazu na noni mukiatta totan ni tsuyogatte
misetari shite...
Kore made mo kore kara mo kurikaesu kamo shirenai

Tsutaetai kotoba sae mitsukerarenai toki wa namida nagasou
Bokutachi futari naraba subete norikoete yuku darou

Zutto zutto kimi no soba de dare yori mo chikai kono basho de
Nani yori mo tsuyoi kimochi de boku wa kimi o mamoritsuzukeru

Hikari no mabushii asa demo kaze no fukitsuzukeru yoru demo
Itsu no hi demo kawaranai kimochi de boku dake o mitete hoshii

Hoshi tsubu kazoete tameiki tsuita kore dake no guuzen no naka
de
Tatta hitotsu futari no naka ni umareta mono wa
Kiseki nanka ja nai kara

* repeat

Kyou mo ashita mo asatte mo dore dake no toki ga tattemo
Kore dake wa kawaranain da boku wa kimi dake o mitsumete iru

Kitto wakattetan da kimi ni hajimete deatta sono toki ni wa
Sagashitsuzuketetan da boku wa kimi o sagashiteta

Boku wa kimi o sagashiteta

Boku wa kimi o sagashiteta Contributed by Hikaru Tomoe <

Bulan bintang anda?

GEMINI - The Liar
(5/21-6/21)O utgoing.Lovable.
Spontaneous. Not one to mess with.
Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY
adorabl e. Loves relationships,
Ad dictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck
if you do not repost.

AQUAR IUS - The Best
(1/20-2/18)G reat talker. Attractive
and
passionate. Laid back. Knows how to
Have fun. Is really good at almost
anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.
Ou tgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.
Attrac tive. Loud. Loves being in long
relationship s. Talkative. Not one to
mess with. Rare to find. Good when
found. 7 years of bad luck if you do
not repost.

PISCE S - The Addict
(2/19-3/20 )
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves
to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. GREAT
kisser. Always get what they want.
Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in
long relationship. Talkative. Caring. 4
years of bad luck if you do not repost.

LEO - The Cool One
(7/23-8/22) Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind. Silly and
Fun. Have own unique appeal. Most
caring person you'll ever meet!
however not the kind of person you
wanna mess with... u might end up
crying... 9 years of bad luck if you
do not repost.

CANCE R - The Smart One.
(6/22-7/22)T rustworthy . Attractive.
Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves
being in long-term relationships.
Ex tremely energetic. Unpredictable.
No t a Fighter, but will knock your
lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you
do not repost.

ARIES - The Irresistible One
(3/21-4/19) Nice Love is one of a kind.
Great listeners. Lover not a fighter,
but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud.
Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out. Has a beautiful
smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST
IRRESISTIBLE . 9 years of bad luck if
you do not repost.

SAGIT TARIUS-The One that Waits
(11/22-12/2 1) Dominant in
relationships. Someone loves them
right now. Always wants the last word.
Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful.
Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you
ever wanted. Easy to please. The one
and only. 7 Years of bad luck if you
do not repost.

TAURU S- The Aggressive One
(4/20-5/20) MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very
high appeal. Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic. Most caring person you
will ever meet! Entirely creative.
Extreme ly random and proud of it.
Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling
Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock
your lights out if it comes down to
it. Someone you should hold on to. 12
years of bad luck if you do not repost.

LIBRA - The Partner for Life
(9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart.
Center of attention. High appeal. Has
the last word. Good to find, hard to
keep. Fun to be around. Extremely
weird but in a good way. Good Sense of
Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what
he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very
popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years
of bad luck if you do not repost.

CAPRI CORN - The Superior Sexual
Partner
(12/22-1/ 19) Love to bust. Nice.
Sassy. Intelligent. Predict future.
Irresisti ble. Loves being in long
relationship s. Has lots of friends.
Great talker. Always gets what he or
she wants. Also not a fighter, but if
they have to, they will also knock the
lights out of you if it comes down to
it..Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in
sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke.
Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do
not repost.

SCORP IO - The Gorgeous One
(10/23-11/21) Loves being in long
relationship s.Likes to give a good
fight for what they want. Extremely
outgoin g. Loves to help people in
times of need. Best kisser. Good
personality. Stubborn. A caring
person. One of a kind. Gorgeous smile.
Not one to mess with. Are the most
attractive people on earth! 15 years
of bad luck if you do not repost

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